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  Carnival

  WILLIAM W. JOHNSTONE

  KENSINGTON PUBLISHING CORP.

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  Copyright © 1989 William W. Johnstone

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  This book is a work of fiction. Names, characters, businesses, organizations, places, events, and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events, or locales is entirely coincidental.

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  First electronic edition: March 2016

  ISBN: 978-1-6165-0987-3

  Table of Contents

  Title Page

  Copyright Page

  Dedication

  BOOK ONE

  ONE

  TWO

  THREE

  FOUR

  FIVE

  SIX

  SEVEN

  EIGHT

  NINE

  TEN

  ELEVEN

  BOOK TWO

  ONE

  TWO

  THREE

  FOUR

  FIVE

  SIX

  SEVEN

  EIGHT

  NINE

  TEN

  ELEVEN

  TWELVE

  THIRTEEN

  FOURTEEN

  FIFTEEN

  SIXTEEN

  SEVENTEEN

  EIGHTEEN

  BATS Teaser

  Black Friday Teaser

  To: Ronne Johnstone-Dowling

  BOOK ONE

  And the wild regrets, and the bloody sweats,

  None knew so well as I:

  For he who lives more lives than one

  More deaths than one must die.

  —Oscar Wilde

  Nowhere to go but out,

  Nowhere to come but back.

  —Benjamin King, Jr.

  ONE

  He experienced a very odd sensation in the pit of his stomach as the trucks of the carnival began rolling through town. They looked old, but they were all gaily painted and appeared to be in good shape. The drivers all waved and smiled at the people who stopped on the sidewalks and watched them roll past.

  But that feeling? ...

  Very odd. Martin couldn’t remember ever having a feeling quite like it. And he couldn’t put a name to the sensation. It was all a jumble: fear, excitement, revulsion, anticipation—a mishmash of odd emotions that he could not understand.

  Why would the sight of carnival trucks produce such a myriad of emotions.

  And add one more sensation, Martin thought.

  Dread.

  “But dread of . . . what?” he muttered.

  “Getting senile when you stand on the street and mutter to yourself, dad.”

  That jarred him out of his . . . whatever the hell it had been. He looked at his daughter. He had not heard her come up beside him. The sixteen year old smiled up at him. Beautiful. And Martin knew he was not being parent-prejudiced in thinking that. She was beautiful. Honey-colored hair, heart-shaped face, blue eyes. Just like her mother. And about that...

  “Where is your mother, Linda? I called home and got no answer. And why aren’t you in school?”

  The girl rolled her eyes and made a face. “Questions, questions.” Her father laughed at her. “Mom went down to the fairgrounds with Joyce and Janet. I saw them pass just as I was leaving the school. I came into town to get some stuff for Miss Houston.”

  “The fairgrounds?” Odd. “What would possess her to do that?”

  The teenager shrugged her shoulders.

  “Your mother doesn’t like carnivals. She’s told me so.” A lot of things your mother hasn’t liked lately, Martin silently added. “Why would she go to the fairgrounds?”

  Again, the girl shrugged. “Beats me, dad. Maybe it’s because we’ve never had one here before. They’ve been working on the old fairgrounds since spring, trying to get ready for this thing.”

  Her remark triggered another odd emotion, surging from deep within him. And as with those other strange sensations, Martin did not understand the emotions or what was causing them.

  “No, honey,” he corrected. “We used to have carnivals here—back when I was just a little boy. Had a big fair every year. I just faintly remember them.” He started to tell her why they had stopped having fairs, then checked himself.

  Then, as violently as if he’d been punched, a strong sudden surge of memory staggered him. Martin grabbed hold of a lamp post for support. The memory came bursting forth, ugly and savage and totally unexpected.

  And then it was gone; gone so swiftly he couldn’t grab any of it, only the absolute horror of it.

  His daughter’s voice came through the fog circling around his brain. “Are you all right, daddy?”

  He blinked, shifting his eyes. The town was all wrong. Where the hell was he? Those cars—they were all old. All of them models from back in the early 1950’s. And that boy over there, that looked like . . . No! That was impossible. He died years ago. Martin heard music from a juke box. Jesus God! He hadn’t heard that song in thirty years.

  Then he looked at his daughter and thought he was losing his mind.

  It wasn’t his daughter. This was some horrible-looking creature standing before him. The old hag was ragged and filthy and grotesquely ugly. A savage-looking old witch of a woman. The creature opened its mouth, exposing blackened stumps of teeth. The breath from the rotting mouth smelled of death.

  Martin blinked his eyes. The hag was gone. Linda stood before him, worry furrowing her brow. Martin looked around him. All the old cars were gone. That 1950’s music no longer played.

  Linda touched his arm. “Daddy?”

  Martin sighed and leaned up against the lamp post. He looked around to see if anyone else had witnessed his strange behavior. Apparently, no one had. He tried a laugh that almost made it. “Tell you what, kiddo: you go on back to school. I’m going to see Dr. Tressalt. I think I’m coming down with a bug.”

  “You want me to go with you?”

  “No. I’m all right. It’s just a short walk. And don’t tell your mother about this, either. I’ll tell her myself.”

  “OK.” She grinned at him and walked on.

  * * *

  Martin did not tell the doctor about his hallucinations. Not just yet. Nor anything about the strange music or his odd play of emotions at the sight of the carnival. Just that he hadn’t felt well all day and wanted a quick checkup.

  After fifteen minutes of poking and prodding and temperature taking and checking blood pressure, Dr. Gary Tressalt leaned back in his chair and lit his pipe. Through a plume of smoke, he grinned and said, “Well, you smoke too much. And don’t give me any crap about physician, heal thyself. Martin, as close as I can tell, you’re as healthy as a race horse. You went over to Scottsbluff for a complete physical just last month. I read the reports, remember? Your CAT-scan was fine. You haven’t been experiencing any headaches, have you?”

  “No.”

  �
�Well, it’s awfully warm for this time of fall, Martin. People are coming in complaining of flu-like symptoms. There’s a virus going around. Hell, maybe you just got a touch of the sun. Wear a hat, damnit! Now get out of here, I’ve got sick people to see.”

  * * *

  Holland, Nebraska, located in the northwest corner of the state. The largest county in the state. Miles and miles of nothing to see but miles and miles. Three towns in the whole county. Holland was the largest town, but not the county seat. That was Harrisville, some fifty-odd miles to the south of Holland. Five thousand one hundred and twenty-two souls resided in Holland. Three doctors, one of them so old he only treated old friends one day a week. One small, ten bed clinic, that, surprisingly enough, was well equipped and staffed. A number of churches scattered about the town. One bank. Half a dozen juke joints and honky-tonks and one fairly decent lounge. One movie house that had been closed for years. One funeral home: Miller’s. Three very small factories that at the most employed about three hundred people. Farms and ranches dotted the area around Holland. Two rivers flowed through the county. A dozen or so small creeks.

  Nothing much ever happened in Holland. The P.D. was made up of four men and one woman and the chief. Not counting the office crew. One sheriff’s deputy manned a substation.

  A carnival used to play the Holland fair every year, in the fall. Last one was back in ‘54. That was the year of the big fire at the fairgrounds. Everything burned up, all the buildings, the pavilions, the rides, the trailers, the tents, everything and damn near everybody connected with the carnival. ’Bout a hundred people got all burned up, all of them carnival people. Terrible sight it was. Folks around Holland don’t talk none about the fire back in ’54. Not none at all. Mention the incident to anyone who was old enough to remember it, and they’ll just turn right around and walk off.

  The fire was a lot of things, but what it was mostly, was disgraceful.

  By the time the state police got to Holland, sometime around one in the morning, all the gruesome stuff had been done and was over, and boy, was there ever some stuff done that night. Holland, Nebraska made the national news for that night. Only year it had ever made the national news, before or since.

  That was the night that Western vigilante justice popped back up and took care of things. Showed them goddamn carnival people a thing or two.

  Ended it, right then and there.

  * * *

  Martin walked back up the street and paused for a moment at his hardware store, leaning up against the door jam. Most of the carnival trucks had rolled through; only a few of the concessionaires were still pulling in.

  Madame Rodenska’s fortune telling truck and trailer rolled slowly up the block. Damn trucks all looked practically ancient. The truck rolled past the block of stores that the Holland family owned. The entire block; on all sides. Holland square, some folks called it. And it was a long block. The Holland family was the richest family in the county. They owned the lumber shed and the hardware store and a real estate office and this and that and the other. Martin’s greatfather had built the first store, a trading post, on the banks of the Niobrara River. Then he moved the store north about twenty miles, and founded the town of Holland.

  Several more carnival trucks rumbled past, one big one with the sign NABO’S TEN IN ONE painted on the side. Damn truck was old. Martin wondered what in the hell a ten in one might be?

  An elderly man came walking up the sidewalk and stopped in front of the store. “Mayor,” he greeted Martin. Martin had been the mayor since his return from Vietnam. Nobody ever ran against him and it was doubtful that anybody ever would. Job only paid fifty dollars a month and Martin never took that. Nobody except a Holland had ever been the mayor of Holland.

  “Mr. Noble,” Martin greeted the man.

  The elderly man waved a blue-veined hand at the carnival trucks. “Don’t like this, Mayor. Don’t like this at all. It’s a bad idea of yours, Mayor. Bad, I tell you.”

  But it wasn’t my idea, Martin thought. As a matter of fact, he didn’t know whose idea it had been. “Oh, come on, Mr. Noble,” he kidded the man and smiled to back it up. “It’ll give the kids—of all ages—something to do. It’s all in fun. It’ll give the people a chance to get together and socialize.”

  Noble snorted in that old man’s way. “Oh, yeah? Well, you just remember that’s what they said back in ’54, too.” He walked on up the sidewalk without another word.

  Martin sighed and began the walk toward his car, parked in the lot of Holland Enterprises, about a block away and behind the main part of town. A peaceful little town. Stuck ’way to hell and gone out in the middle of nowhere. And because it was a small town, isolated, it was a fairly close-knit community. Everybody knew who was screwing whom—most of the time; who was in financial trouble; what marriages were going bad and usually why. The weekly newspaper—Martin had sold that some years back-still carried news of the local box suppers, homespun and homegrown poetry, who busted who in the mouth at the Dew Drop Inn, and in general would utterly bore anybody not from Holland.

  Martin walked on. A tall man, with dark brown hair, just graying at the temples. Big hands and thick wrists. A powerful man, but very slow to anger—usually. But when he got angry, look out, for despite his wealth and education and position, Martin could and would duke it out with anybody just as fast as a cowboy with a snoot full of beer at a juke joint. And Martin would hurt you, too. Had him one of those white-hot tempers when he got the red-ass. And knew how to fight.

  His shoulders were wide and his waist was still trim. Not a handsome man. His face was more interesting-looking than handsome. Rugged, was the word. Square-jawed. Dark eyes. Forty-one years old July past. ’Nam veteran. Won a bunch of medals for bravery and had absolutely no idea where they were. In the attic, probably, stored up there in cedar-lined boxes with his daddy’s army clothes and his grandfather’s World War One uniforms and a bunch of other stuff.

  He wondered why Alicia had gone to the fairgrounds. She sure had been acting oddly the past months.

  * * *

  “Because I think it is an important event, Martin. Not that I particularly care for carnivals, I don’t—they attract the same type of people as wrestling matches. But this town is dead. Lord knows I’ve tried to bring it some culture.” That was a direct dig at him but he ignored it. Damned if he was going to get started in another argument about the little theater group. “Something is needed here, if only for a few days.”

  Martin stared at her. She was lying. She always pitty-patted her hands silently together when she was fibbing, and she was fibbing to him now. Alicia had pitty-patted a lot lately. Martin didn’t know what the trouble was between them. As far as he knew, they were still very much in love, and up until about six months ago, they had enjoyed a much more than satisfactory sex life for a couple married as long as they had been.

  “All right,” he grinned at her. “I’ll go along with that.”

  “Fine,” she replied, a coolness in her eyes that touched her voice.

  Martin fixed them drinks at the wet bar and handed one of the martinis to Alicia. “I’m getting more and more feedback from some of the older citizens. They don’t like this carnival idea at all.”

  “Oh? I haven’t heard that. Is it about that stupid fire years ago?”

  There were times that Martin had difficulty understanding his wife’s lack of sensitivity. “I was seven,” memory prompted the words. “I remember now. Strange how the sight of that carnival rolling through brought it back. It happened thirty-four years ago.”

  Martin knew, or felt, there was something else he should recall. But he could not drag it to the light of recollection.

  “And I was four,” Alicia said primly. “I recall that you acted forty when you were seven.”

  Martin ignored that cut, too. He had always been a serious type of person, for the most part, even though he had a good sense of humor, when he turned it loose. “You’re fast approaching the big four-oh, kid,�
�� he said with a smile.

  “Thirty-nine forever,” she replied, but did not return the smile. “I shall never turn into some old poot.”

  “Like me?”

  She looked at him for a moment and then dropped her eyes.

  Martin wondered, again, if nearly nineteen years of marriage was going down the toilet.

  “You don’t really believe all those rumors about the fire and the cover-up, do you?” she asked.

  “I sure do. Two town girls were raped and the townspeople reacted rather badly, to put it mildly. They blamed some carnival people and the carnies fought back. The fairgrounds was destroyed. Fire everywhere. All the rides and concessions and trailers and trucks of the carnival people destroyed. Some carnival people were shot, and rumor has it that some were horsewhipped just before the fire. Almost a hundred people were killed. All carnival people. By the time the state police got in here, it was all over and the townspeople stood together with their stories. Nobody ever went to jail for anything.”

  Alicia shook her head. “All rumors, Martin. And I don’t believe any of them. And I do not believe it was really some townspeople who raped those girls.”

  They didn’t agree on anything, anymore. But then, Alicia would never think harshly about the town. Most of the residents might not be as uppity-uppity as she thought she was, but they were still residents of Holland—although slightly beneath her.

  “Well, I’ll take Dad’s word for it,” Martin countered. “He was there and we were not. Besides, he as much as admitted to me that it was a cover-up. Then he never said another word about it.”

  “Was he drinking at the time?”

  The question had just enough grease on it to irritate Martin. He ignored it. Martin’s father had been known to tip the jug a time or two.